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24022011

2011-02-23T09:50:00.000-08:00

FINALLY~ finish watching Jade palace lock heart~
....
Remember started watching it at Shanghai ( China~)
Then from that time onwards, everyday follow~...
Love it! ...

It is really a very nice show!!!!
Hope i can really go back to the past~.. if possible!.

However, .... seem impossible. hahahaha
The ending, not bad but a bit rush~
Hope got season 2. cause 8 ah ge come to present, .. sure got alot funny things.
...
But overall, 4 ah ge~ ... cute sia! haha

Happy mother in law, pretty daughter in law~ ( Dun know correct or wrong~)
Correct me if wrong!.

Also a very nice song~ More kuso version.. ( Very kuso)!
Funny and cute.

The 3 son all very unique and cute.~ ....
And ... stalking them now! WAAHAHAHA~
( HIGH~)

Shit. Exam coming closer and closer~ .,
Overall, almost study finish le!
Just need to maybe touch up a bit. .. hahaha
( Touch up~???)
However, hope this time can get at least 3.5??
At least must can 3.5 gpa la! If not, sure die de lo!..

anyway! going sleep le la~ Tired!!

27 12 2010

2010-12-27T02:27:00.000-08:00

When is the last time i update this blog..
Haha. get lazy.

Time flies and travel fast.
It is going to be the end of the year.
And this might be the last post of the year..

Christmas..
i love the xmas this year. Quite fun and did alot stupid things. ...
Overall, i spend it well.

Next most important day will be
NEW YEAR!!!
........
My plan for this year new year is going to be different.
1st, count down @ marine.
2nd, Eat the 1st meal for 2011!
3rd, beach to look at the 1st sunrise of 2011
4th, Slp.. having the 1st dream of 2011!
5th, Shopping..

Dun know if i got time to finish all this in a day.
But who cares!! =] hahahahaha

After new year will be start of sch.
Then will be OPEN HOUSE!
should i plan for going other people sch for open house? ??
It should be fun right??

But no time. Still got sch.. TT!
and then will be my birthday.
I hate it!.. i'm going to be old!!TT!

31012010

2010-10-30T10:00:00.000-07:00

I Have a Problem!
Bull shit! Who dun have them!

At first i thought O level over, sem 1 over..
Everything will be better!
As in .. many things will be better.

however, i think it goes worse!
School, friends, family, class, love.. EVERYTHING!
...

School goes harder!
Common sense! ..
However.. i dun think i'm not very ready for more things.
There is no homework!? Making me feel weird.
And the more weird i do, the more freak i went!
Who cares!!
Hope i can do all the subject well!
And dun fail them!! ..

Friends!
It is always the problem!
Not just for me, but everyone i think!
I really wanted to write here!
However, i know that there are unwanted people who will see my blog!
So! better not. Safe myself from whatever!!!

Class.
I dun know the class i was in now is really a class or not?
As we are not really a class anymore.
..
it has been changing from the first day or sch!
it changed too much that i can't follow up..
I think most important is that the people changed too fast!
i dun know is it because as we grow, a lot of things slow down. So people wanted to speed up..
So that increase the speed of changing! on who they go with, who they like, who they love and who they talk to!!
Should i just increase it?? I know i was slow!!

Love!?
What is it??
Something happened and i knew Love does not really last long!
Not just one thing... yet alot of things.
Things like.... and like ... and like!
Can't say too much! because of the guest!

Family!
I HOPE I CAN LEAVE THIS HOME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
i want to leave!
Living alone, so that no one can nag at me, scream at me for no reason.
Or take over what i already waited for a long time...

Whatever!!
I am poor!
I need money!!
MONEY MONEY MONEY!
I need nearly 2000 to get me pass the year!
Hoping that i can get them before i count down to end 2010.
.......
how can i earn this money within 2month!
No holiday = no time to work!
= no salary.
= no money
= daily spending
= spending all my saving
= dead!!

26102010

2010-10-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

Halloween is coming!
In 5 days time!
Should i go out and ask " treat or trick"
HAHAHA!
JKJK!

No time to celebrate Halloween la!
School start le!
Got 2 day sch ended at 6pm!
SIAN!
....

Times flies!
About 6months ago, i was so worry about the coming of today!
And now, it is over!
Really felt relax when i walked out of the classroom!
Hope i can at least got a pass.

After the exam, another qns appear!
The qns is should i appeal out?
I think going to TP is really very tiring...
Need to wake up at 5 or 6 to prepare for sch which start at 8 or 9!

If i appeal, where can i go?
SP? NP?
What about the wasting of the year. ..
i can't wast a year le!!
AHHH!!!
SO MA FAN!!!

See my result 1st lo!
If i got a score that can allow me to go to a better course at NP or SP,
i may be transferring lo!

08102010

2010-10-08T02:07:00.001-07:00

HEART PAIN!!!

buy a lot of things today.
i had not eat outside for 2week for today!
Buy really a lot of things.

OLAY total effects with cooling essence advanced daily moisturizer.
Spend SGD$23 for just 50g..
LOL! dun know can use how long sia!
Hopefully can use 2month. so that i can save enough money before i buy again.

And a lot of food...
Like mushroom.... a lot different kind of it.
And i cooked it with miso ..
OMG! super nice!

Now.. need to save more money!!
FOR!!!
HALLOWEEN NIGHT!
SGD$50... ..
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sian... need to go le la.
BYE~

06102010

2010-10-05T09:08:00.001-07:00

BORING!!!

I WANT TO GO OUT FOR SAKAE~!!!
Long time never have sushi in my mouth le!!
However, some people dun want travel...
Others not free!!
Then the rest no $$!!!

I ALSO WANT TO GO OUT FOR MOVIE !!
there are alot new movie that i want watch!!!
HOWEVER!!
one person watch movie so boring!
YET! !! Lazy to go jio people!
then got reject by others!!
SIAN!

I ALSO WANT SEE THE SUNLIGHT!
haha, lame,..
really la! Last 2 weeks, wake up at 5pm~ slp at 6pm!
almost like dead sia!
one day only eat a meal!! which is dinner!
SIAN!!! HUNGRY!

NEXT??
nothing le la. sian!!
TML I'M GOING TO EAT MAC LUNCH!!
must wake up before 3pm!!
Hope about to make it!!

26092010

2010-09-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

30 more days left! must buck up le!! hahaha.

anyway.
i feel that i'm very extra last week.
Not wanted at home, at school, at all place.
only place that i can go and i stay most is at my own room.
It is the only place where i feel that i really belong here.

Last week i found a very funny thing!
My room very cool sia.
I dun know is my own thinking or what.
But i try it alot times.

One day at night, i said: Hey room! can you hear me!? if you can, my sis come out when i count to 10.
Then when i count to 10, my sis really come out to go to the bath room!!
Omg. i so shock sia!

Then next day, i also try the same thing...
I said: Let my mum knock my door when this movie finish ( i was watching DVD in my room) then really it happened again!...

So i started to believe that the room can hear me.
Then i started talking to it or him or her when i feel sad or angry or happy!
( like crazy1 omg!!! but i just like it.. at least "something" is listening to me!)

Then one day, i got very angry with some person...
I started shouting and saying what happened.
Suddenly!!! my pillow dropped on the floor!!
But the pillow was sitting on my bag very nicely! dun know how it drop!
NVM!
So i picked it up and started throwing it.
It is really making it relax and more easy!
at least i'm not hurting.. hahhaha

Hope that it will still be there whenever i need it!
Because i really needed it ...............

17092010

2010-09-16T22:33:00.000-07:00

WTF! my leg like going to break le. muscle ache!
Reason is because of a video that i watch.
The guy slim down about 36KG in 3month!
And the method is just to run on the spot for 1hr~~
Like very easy~
LOL!
Try 1st day... wtf shirt whole wet le!! Sweat like hell!!
BUT!! sian. run finish le muscle pain till want break le.
But still ok, still can walk!
TODAY!!!!!
can't walk le!!! need to bend my leg then can walk! but can't walk very fast!
SIAN!!!!!
Dun know how that guy can run for 3month!!
DIE LE LA!
Nvm... jiayou!! wahahaha.

This few days i was thinking my hair really SUX!
Ugly lo!!!
should change hair style le la!
Shave it off!? ?? SIAO!
i think i will grow them long 1st so that can style to a lot style!
want cut want dye want a lot things...but sian... grow long hair!!
Need how long!? ...
HAHA!

Need to go run le la!!!! T-T...

07092010

2010-09-07T03:51:00.000-07:00

i hope i never heard that!!
now i can't thinking about it.
Hopefully after writing this post, i can stop thinking about it!!!

Today when i was going back home, heard 1 gal asking her friend
" have you thought of marry?"
and the gal reply
"No."
" Why? you now still young, got boyfriend, why never thought of marry?"

After that i listen to my music, but still thinking about the qns.
Will i get marry!?

HAHA! ans is no.
seriously, before that thing, i never thought of getting into a relationship.
but after that qns, i thought " Hey! i'm already 18.. in a blink of eyes! " hahaha
And most of my friend are in relationship or building on it....
So after that i think again, what kind of guy will like me?
HAHAHA
then the ans that came out is NO ONE!
cause 1st, even me myself also dun like who i'm. so i dun think anyone will be able to stand me.
2nd, no look, no figure. << hahaha... that 1 maybe need plastic...

So meaning, i will be alone wahahaha...
.... end of post.
Btw, today finish 3 exam paper le. 1 more to go....
After that people, then can start my english!!! Good luck!

03092010

2010-09-03T03:09:00.000-07:00

YAHOO!
Long time never come blogging le.
tried using hp do blog, but cannot.
Tried using Itouch and iPhone all cannot too!!
Sian.. meaning can only use computer!!!

Alot of things happen during this week.
Went back sch for makeups and to study with friends.
Went to catch movie and went back sec sch ...
Met alot of my ex classmate and do alot stupid stuff!

Alot things also changed
Sometime i really help that i'm like sookie in TB
That i can read people's mind and know what they are thinking
But sadly, i'm not "old people", i dun have it in me.
But nvm,....
Overall, this week is fun and fun ...
But i can't really recall what i did le. wahaha

Next week exam le!!
till next next week!!
After that, i need to chiong my O level paper I and II le...
It is coming soon...
And should i be stress!?
Since i know who will be beside me when i taking the exam and i got friends there too!!
but still taking with this year sec 4 and 5 is quite stress le.
Jiayou for both exam lo!

next time then post pic la. lazy. hahaha

04082010

2010-08-04T08:30:00.000-07:00

04082010 Wednesday

Today, went to work out with classmate.
Quite fun and happy.
This 2 weeks, the sch is more fun then the past 2 weeks.
At least overall it is not bad.

But something that i found it coming back!
the speechlessness is back le.
I got that when i was in mid of sec 1.
But after poly, it went missing.
Now i found that it is back.

What is that!?
Is just that i dun feel like talking, and can spend nearly whole day without talking.
hahahhahaha.
Now, it is back...
the speechlessness.
Dun know why.
I kind of dun feel like talking to any of my poly classmate le.
They all having their own group.
Or had found people that they want to talk to only.
And most of the time, when i cut in, they just Stop!
Dun say it does not happen!
Today, it happened for like 5 times le.

And most of the time, i found it bad to cut in.
So just Shut up at a side.
Then people say i emo!
I"M NO EMO!
I just been speechless.
and there is no one to take to.
So just never talk!

Hopefully it will get away soon....
But i dun think so...

31072010

2010-07-31T02:44:00.000-07:00

31072010

Badminton game!!
Almost half of the class went to it.
I spend more than half the time watching. As i never bring changing clothes!~
But overall, quite fun...

Kbox + Lunch.
Have a quite fun day that day.. =]

This week, there is 4 quiz, 1 lab test~
But overall, i think i did VERY well for my CKT and ESFAC!
Only my maths and Fundce, i think i able to pass.
Lab test, also no bad!!
But still quite scare about the Main exam that is coming in 1 month time.
I scare that i got too slack, then never really went to study.
O level english Oral is also coming in 3 weeks time.
OMG! STRESS IS BUILDING UP!!

Other than that, not many issues available le.. Only studies that make me worry most!
Hopefully everything will end up nicely. ..

25072010

2010-07-24T22:19:00.000-07:00

25072010 Sunday

Today is Sun!
In one month time, i will be having my GCE O level English oral already~
SHIT~!!! but nvm.
I not really scare of oral.
hahaha i scare paper 2~

Yesterday went out to study with PK, JM, Apr
Study on CKT~
Quiz is coming!!
Sian!

20072010

2010-07-20T04:03:00.000-07:00

20072010 Tuesday.

Last sat when i was at flea, i met this guy~ hahahaha
i think i told every friends of my le.
So if you know, u are my friend =]
And i dun know who the hell is he..
But today when i was going back home, i think i remember where i met him le!!!
I want to tell him but like very lame le. ...
Hope he come reach this post and ask me la~
hahahahahaha

Next week will be our quiz.
Total there is like 5 quiz!!!
And that really make me stress!!
Hopefully i can pass all my quiz and hopefully get a A or B+ for every paper.

Yesterday and today, i was really very angry with him!!!
I think most of u know who is he la ....
I always know that he like to joke ....
But this few days, his joke became not funny to me
And his joke is like insulting me!!!!
So i hate him ...
But he is with one of my friend now.
So i can't remove his as my friend is FB... if not i will make her in a very hard position right!?
Right now, i just hope that he get it and stop it.

Next is sch...
This few days i think that alot people dun like me le.
1st will be He la.. Confirm de
then now, i know jeremy also dun like me.
and i also think that rayner, houhong, amir, samuel, desmond also dun really like me ....
Which later make huimin and desiree will be more far away from me...
I really hope that i can get B3 now!!!!
AIM FOR THAT !!!!!!!
Cause if not, by the end of 2nd year, i think i will become a loner again.
Like what happen in pri and sec.
loner...
Maybe because i got use to it le..... hahaha

B3~~~~~ so that i can change sch!!
then they will only remember the starting part of me, not the part that they hate me....

17072010

2010-07-17T01:50:00.001-07:00

17072010 Sat

This weekend is more fun than the last one.
REASON!?

Yesterday ( friday), there is flea market.
So spend my night there, from 7pm - 2am.
Then today there is still 1 more night there.
But i'm very tired!!!
But nvm... once there is money coming in, i will be awake~

Next week,
there is going to be QUIZ~
For CKT and ESFAC~ ( if i'm not wrong

Then the week after next will be
FundCE and EMaths.

So...
I will spend my sunday study for CKT and ESFAC!
Hopefully i can get a A... hahahahaha =]
Aiming for A s.. JIAYOU!
But ESFAC.... i never listen le.... hope i can do it.
////////

Then next week,
I will be study for FundCe and EMaths1
Hopefully i can get a pass for both of them!
......
I think i will stop doing TYS from now till after main exam.
Cause there is really not much time for me to do all of them at 1 time.
Then now, i will be doing some reading, improve my talking skills.
As after oral, i got another 2 week to work on the writing skills.
So... ..... jiayou lo...

Then...
nothing le la.
BYE~ update soon.

13072010

2010-07-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

13072010, Tue

Today i was very emo!!!!
starting of sch, not bad.
But after lunch, my mood change 360'

Before lunch was WRTORAL.
and we were talking about our project.
both WRTORAL and FundCE
and everything just seem alright.

during lunch also not bad...
At least there is still jerr... not so alone
then Fatin, Naida and shingyen went off 1st to go home take come things
then houhong and rayner left...
after that then the rest of us go.

At that point of time, then i know that i'm alone.!
everyone were in pairs. talking to each other...
i wanted to join in but scare i like extra too.
So i ended walking alone at the back.
Far behind...
Looking at the group of friends infront of me, i feel that i'm really a extra.
then after that went to the lec room, i sit alone.
then maths sitting beside huimin and desiree, fatin beside her.
and the guys sit at the back.
But i still feel alone. Like i'm not there. i'm in another world...

Then during Emaths, yangfan talk to me,... kind of pulled me back to where i'm.
no more in the wonderland.
then my day ended le.

After that went to take my phone. and i deleted all of his photo!!
Photo that i take with him, photo that have him inside.
and now i'm lazy to save contact into my phone.
Who can help!?
hopefully tml i will not be in the wonderland again~
If i have, i hope i can meet mad hatter. haha

11072010

2010-07-11T09:41:00.000-07:00

11072010, Sunday

Boring weekends~
Stay at home for the whole 2days. Sat and sun
Bore me to hell.
All i can do is to stay in my room and use the laptop
Watch DVDs and do my tut qns.

SHIT! FORGOT TO DO MY TYS TODAY!!!
nvm... i still got like 3more months. and i had only left with 2 years~ haha
2008 and 2009.
then i will redo again. which make it better right~?
hahahaha

Life sux.
heng tml is sch day.
I use to hate sch. cause i have alot of things to do during weekend.
about to play more computer. haha
rules in my house when i was pri 5 - sec 2
- 2hrs of computer everyday.
- extra 2hrs on weekend~

So i loves weekends because of that.
But now?
NOPE!
Using too much laptop. make my life more boring.
And it waste my life`!!!

So.. weekend better. making me more alive~ instead the the gal facing her laptop with no life~
i feel like i'm more like japanese now!
As in japan, people works 7days a week. for 365days!
cause they dun have other things to do!
NO LIFE~
hahaha

tml will be a long day.
But will be fun! i hope that it will be fun!!!
.......

tml will come update again!! hopefully something to update!
dun have any photos for this few days.
cause my phone is under repair!!
Take far too long for it to be done!!
SHIT! when will it be back to my side!!
I want it. back to me!!!

09072010

2010-07-09T09:23:00.001-07:00

09072010, Friday

Yesterday too late le, so never come update. =]

This 2 day i'm been very down and was very emo.
Alot things had happened.
Things that i want to tell but no one to talk to.
But nvm. I should be able to get over it soon. Hopefully.

Maybe i'm been stupid.
Giving myself in too early. I barely know him and i'm telling him everything that happen everyday.
So now, i stop talking to him, stop looking at this FB profit.
But i just see him everytime!

Why last time i wanted him to online early, he online late at night.
Why last time he dun go Facebook and do the quiz...
Once i wanted to get over him,
he started to online early in the moring @ msn.
And he started doing stupid quiz... and all the wall post!
...........

whatever... i'm just too tired to think anymore.
Wanted to just cry, and throw that feeling away.
But my tears are just too light. they dun drop! WTF!
Just hope that from tml onwards, i didn't see him again. at least not within this few weeks...

Next.
SCH SUCK!
Trying to do the CKT, FUNDCE, ESFAC, EMATHS tut qns.
but i found that i'm stuck on every qns.
.... i should work harder now right!?
and O level oral is coming nearer and nearer everyday after i woke up early in the morning!
stress is building up everyday.
and the problem now is that this time, the stress is much more than last year!!!

Is it because of the poly homework!?
All i hope now is that i can find a way to distress.
I had try some method ..
Like throwing things, sleeping, eating, beating myself!
But the stress just can't get away!
HOW~?
Anyone?

forgot... no one come to my blog~
As everyone is @ Facebook now~!

Lastly....
Thank you for asking me to cheer up when i'm down.
Thank you for be at my side when i was emoing.~
Thank you for be here when i need you!

i will try my very best to keep myself happy, to study and to work very hard for the O level English and get out of TP! ~
hahaha

07072010

2010-07-07T03:56:00.000-07:00

07072010, Wednesday

Today was fun~
School was ok, alright~

MATHS QUIZ 2 i got 17.
Quite happy. cause is better than what i expected~
And now i'm trying the chapter 6 qns.
Hopfully i will get full marks this time.
Aim for As....
hahahaha impossible~

CKT
study about the polar form today.
Quite easy for now.
But my tut 10B still dun know how to do le.
DIE~
Hope i can finish it today.. hhahaha

ESFAC
i was so boring during tut today.
And the class was talking about yesterday world cup.
..... and i understand what the lesson about.
So no worries.

...
Last was about our care person.
dun want say la waste my blog spaces.

Then after lesson went to library to study.
AND F LA!
I dun know why i got rumors with shian, houhong and samuel!! ( no link de lo!!!)
SERIOUSLY I DUN LIKE ANY OF THEM!!!!!!!
ALL TOO YOUNG FOR ME LE!

Samuel = too young for me le... he is like a little bro.
Houhong = HE SMOKE! sorry but i can't really stand the smell ... out hahaha
Shian = He is just a friend. ..... feeling with him is like horny, zhaoheng, jeremy

SO SHUT UP! ... ANGRY!

06072010

2010-07-06T05:16:00.000-07:00

06072010 , Tuesday

Today, there is Emaths 2 Quiz.
And fuck. I dun know how to do. ...
For the last qns only la..
But alot of my friend know ... meaning, im noob!?
SIAN!!!!

The problem is i should get correct..
But because i copy the ans from my friend copy wrong.
1 change to 2 ...
Then the whole ans wrong le.
Hopefully i can get a 4marks for that qns...

Next...
CKT...
I finally understand how to do le.
Kind of proud of myself!!
HAHAHAHAHA

But still not those that are very pro 1. Like SAMUEL!
dun know why he so smart come our course!!
...... hate him!

Next is FUNDCE!
Kind of hate this subject.
But nvm la.
It is something like chemistry~
Need to remember all the different thing. ..........
So.. hope i can remember them la. ......
( i must right~~!!??)

G2g now...... tml come back then chat!~ hahaha

05072010

2010-07-05T05:34:00.000-07:00

Forgot when is the last time i came here to blog.
But i thought maybe i should just write my feeling here other than keeping it right!?
...
This 2 month @ TP was fun and tense.
And this is my 1st time spending so long hours @ Tampines
And also having friends that is not from Jurong area.
So i think it is something that i want to be happy about.

Life changes.
Now, i got more friends.
I'm more open,
Not like the Emo me @ sec school anymore!!!
I always wanted to change,....
To be enjoying life. not letting life enjoying me.
..
I always thought that POLY life sux.
As you will not have the classmate and friends.
You will be alone for the whole 3 years.
But now, i know i'm wrong.
HAHAHAHAHA

Having camps was fun, chalet was fun, school was fun
Everything seem to be just right!!!!
Hoping that they will stay where they are not.
But things started changing.
Till i dun know how i'm going to fix it.
But i think i will just have to fix it myself, slow and steady.

O Level coming, kind of stress now.
But i think i will be about to make it.
( Hopefully)
And Main exam is also coming.
All going to be at the same time.

O Level english oral, then Main exam, and last O level english paper
STRESS!!!!!!!
Now all i can do is to force myself to do TYS, read books, and do all the tut qns.
MUST stay like that!!!

People move on, Life goes on.
So i will also have to stand up and more on again~!!! Right!?

YES!

15032010

2010-03-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

1st time using this laptop to update blog.
This few days i feel like i'm going to die.
Cause keep using computer..
Like can't leave this computer.
So, i want to go out, want to leave this computer.

next, poly starting soon.
I a bit scare. Dun know why.
Just dun know why,..
And the O level thing..
Just feeling very weird..
.
Hope this feeling will gett away soon.

20100122

2010-01-21T23:40:00.000-08:00

Everyday was like the same!
I dun know why am i wasting my time doing Nothing...
And this is the 1st time facing the computer and dun know what i'm going to do!
I'm rotting, and i need to do something!
But i dun know what i can do.

Next week, the course that we get into for the next 3 years is going to be out!
Then, we need to go to buy alot of thing!
I wanted to buy alot of thing!!
Laptop, Bag, New clothes for CNY, Shoes, Camera, Handphone...
And many more!
I need MONEY!!
But i dun have money!
....

12012010

2010-01-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

1st time come blog in 2010.
Long time never blog le.
So just come lo.

yesterday, got my result for the O level.
Got 19points. But english didn't do very well.
But i think, i did my best for it.

I think, overall, our class did quite well.
But only english..

Yesterday is also the last time 5B come as a class.
Quite sad but there is really alot of things happen at 2009

02122009

2009-12-02T02:30:00.000-08:00

This few month??
No.. Just last month.

Nov, i started watching this show from HBO . Called the TrueBlood.
OMG!.
I really fall for it. The whole drama was like GReat.
The crew, the actors. everything.. was great.
And most important was that
The blood that they drink in the drama, was really selling.
Instead of real blood, it was just normal juices.
T-T.
and it only sells in US and canada!
Which was like sad. cause i can't buy them, and i can't drink them!T-T

Now, i was waiting for the season 3 to come! ..
Next summer.. around june. so far away T-T
but fine..

Last month, on the 20nov,
Went to Bangkok, thailand
For a shopping tour. siao.
Shop till drop. really.
From morning, around 10am ( SG time) to like 10 (SG time)..
And i spent around 400++ in just buying of things.
And around 200+ on DVD, ( True Blood).

And some clothes, things like that.
Never got many pictures. . as there is nothing to take.
Just normal town area. Shopping around.
And ya. Not much different..

....
Change topic again..
Few weeks later, the O level result will be out!
should be around 5 to 6 weeks time!
like it come too fast.
I thought i can spent this 2-3 month having fun, stay overnight everyday,
But nope.
I was like working and working,.. no life.
hopefully, i can get my life back later. hahahahhahhaha

18112009

2009-11-17T21:21:00.000-08:00

When is the last time i update this blog??
Everyday say want to update, but lazy.... hahaha

This few month?? keep study for O, so never update.
After O, dam happy, but got lot and lot of outing, BBQ!
But have some unhappy things happen while BBQ is going on!
I still remember after that day, my leg dam pain!
Went home, slp ring away.. From 1pm ( 12nov) slp till 12pm ( 13nov)
Nearly 1day!! HAHAHAHA
1st time slp so long.. BREAK RECORD!

After that, whole day stay at home slp, play, eat.. lol
Like pig!! T-T Sian sure get fat!
After that on sun, went eat buffet with pri sch friends!
That day very fun! Eat alot of things,,, say alot pri sch things.
After that went play pool! haha long time never play le! ^^

Still going Thailand later! happy!

30092009

2009-09-30T03:43:00.000-07:00

30092009

Tomorrow is Children day!?
OMG I miss them. The last time i celebrate it was 6 years ago!
And this let me feel that i'm old!

Prelim exam 2 result came out!
OMG! i really feel like killing myself.
I just need 1-3 marks to pass 3 subject!

But heng overall, still can make it.
Improve about 5marks for L1R4
From 34 to 29.
And hope that Olevel i can get another 10marks! haha
At least just hope i able to get about to go in Poly?

Few more week, O level is going to start!
Should i be worried about it!?
But i don't feel any!? Sian.

Watch a new old US drama.
Not a bad drama.

16092009

2009-09-16T04:02:00.000-07:00

16092009.
Come update again.
...
Few month ago, went to watch this old movie
Yesterday, found out that he die le. ...
T-T..

This few days, Prelim exam..
the exam hall!~ ... just get this picture today.. Quite happy with it. . haha
And i 100% sure fail badly.. 100% sure.
All the paper like all wrong lo. SIAN!!

11092009

2009-09-10T20:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday chiong finish a drama.. Name akai ito ( Red thead!)
Not a bad story.. However, it all about friends. How i hope i can find people like that. like taka chan..
And come by this story..
红线传说
唐太宗贞观初年，有位名叫韦固的人，少年便丧父母，总想着早点完婚成个家，然而多处求婚，没有一次成功的。这—回他来到宋城，住在店中。
同宿的客人，介绍他与前任清河司马潘防的小姐议婚，讲好次日早晨在店西边的龙兴寺门前与对方碰头。
韦固求婚心切，天刚蒙蒙亮就跑去了。
这时，月儿将落，但月光还明亮，只见一位老人靠着背袋坐在台阶上，借着月光儿检视文书。
一瞧那文书，却是一个字也不识。
韦固便好奇地问：“老伯您看的是什么书呀?我小时候也曾下过苦学功夫，字书没有不认识的，就连天竺的梵文也能够读懂，唯有这书是从来没见到过的，怎么回事呢?”老人笑着说：“这不是世间的书，你哪有机会看到?”
韦固又问：“那么它是什么书呢?，”老人说：“幽冥界的书。”韦固问：“幽冥界的人，怎么会跑这儿苎呢?”
老人说：“并不是我不应当来，却是你出门太早，所以遇上了我。
幽冥界的官吏，都各主管着人间的事，当然要常来人间了。
又问：“那么您主管的是什么呢?”老人答：“天下人的婚姻簿子。”
韦固听大喜，忙问：“我韦固孤身一人，愿早完婚娶，生下子嗣，十来年中多处求婚，都没有成功的。
今天有人约我来商议向潘司马的小姐求婚，可以成功吗?”
老人答：“机缘还没到。你的妻子，现刚刚三岁，要十七岁才进你家门。”
韦固大失所望，顺便着问一句：“老伯背袋中装的是啥?”
老人说：“红绳子，用它来系该做夫妇的男女之足。
当地们坐下时，我便悄悄地给他们系上，那么，即使他们原生于仇敌之家，或者一贵一贱像天地悬隔，或者一方跑到天涯海角当差，或者吴地楚国不同乡，只要这绳—系，谁也逃不脱。
你的脚，已系上那位的脚了，追求别的人有什么用处?”
韦固又问：“那么我那妻子在哪里呢?她家是干何营生的?”
答道：“这店北边卖菜陈婆子的女儿。”
韦固说：“可以见一见吗?”老人说：“陈婆子曾经抱她到这儿卖菜。你跟我走，可以指给你看。”
天大亮，想等的人不见来。老人便卷起书背上袋子走路，韦固赶紧跟上去，一路跟进菜市场，有个瞎了只眼的婆子，抱着个大约三岁的小女孩—一那女孩穿得破烂，模样儿也十分难看。
老人指点他看说：“这就是你的夫人。”
韦固一见不由大怒，说道：“我杀了她，行不行?！”
老人说：“这人命中注定将享受爵禄，而且是靠了你才能封为县君的，怎么可以杀得了呢?”
说完老人便消失了。
韦固回店后，磨快—把小刀，交给他的仆人说：“你向采干练能办事，如替我将那女孩杀了，赏你一万钱。”
仆人应允。第二天，仆人身藏，小刀来到菜市，在人群中向女孩刺上一刀，整个集市轰动起来。仆人乘乱狂奔逃了回来。
问：“刺中厂没有?”仆人说：“本来想刺地心的。不想只刺中—了眉心。”
此后，韦固又多方求婚，仍然没一次成功的。
十四年后，因为朝廷念其父生前有大功，任命韦固为相州参军。
刺史王泰让韦固兼职治理刑狱，认为韦固有才干，便把女儿嫁给他。
小姐年龄约十六七岁，容貌美丽，韦固极是满意。
只是她眉间常贴着块花钿，就是洗脸时也不取下来。
完婚年余，韦固再三问戴花钿的缘由，夫人才伤心流泪说：“我只是刺史的侄女，不是亲女儿。以往父亲曾做宋城县令，死在任上，当时我尚在襁褓中，母亲、哥哥又相继亡故。
只在宋城南剩有一处庄田，和奶妈陈氏住在那儿。
庄田离旅店近，每天卖蔬菜度日。
陈氏怜悯我幼小，一刻也不愿分别，所以常抱着我上菜市。
一天，被一丧心病狂的贼子刺了一刀，刀痕至今仍在，所以用花钿盖上。
前七八年，叔叔到附近做官，我才跟他来这里，如今又把我当亲生女儿嫁给您。”
韦固问：“陈氏—只眼是瞎的么?”
夫人说：“是呀。你又怎么知道?”韦固坦白承认道：“刺你，是我指使的。”
于是将前面发生的事，叙述一遍。夫妻二人经这番波折，更加相敬相爱。后来生下儿子韦鲲，
做到镇守边关的雁门太守，王氏夫人被封为“太原郡太夫人”。
韦固的故事传开后，人们都知道有位神仙管人间婚姻的，只不知他姓甚名谁，只好称为“月下老人”,简称为“月老”。他的神祠、塑像便在各地兴建起来

And..
一个人从出生到死亡会遇见3万个人
其中在学校和公司会遇见3000个
关系好能说说话的有300个
不管我们彼此分隔的多远
遇见一定是有意义的

...
你无法用语言表达真实的想法
我无法将重要的感情传达给你
如果两个人都能感觉到心底的想法..
那命运会不会站在我们这边呢?

....
第一次相遇是偶然
第二次相遇就是命运
如果这是真的
那么擦肩而过也是命运吗?
.....
神在我和你的小指间系了一根红线。
这根命运的羁绊并不能用肉眼所看见
也并非是通向你的地图
所以我因与你邂逅而爱上你
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10092009

2009-09-10T03:09:00.000-07:00

10092009.

Alot of things wanted to write.. However, i dun know should i write..
....
....
....
I really hope i can be like her..
Drop down from a building,.. forgot everything
Start everything from the start isn't this the best way for everything!?

.........

03092009

2009-09-03T05:32:00.000-07:00

03092009 ..

Today, went home sadly..
Prelim started today..

Yesterday was like quite happy. .
Cause of something..
Then quite looking forward for today.
Looking forward for whoever.

However, by the end of my 2nd paper, i found that i should not have been happy yesterday..
They are just trap..
Letting me happy a little.. then let me drop down to the ground..
Painfully..
Look like i should not push anymore..
With me around, no one is going to be happy..
Maybe they find is fun to watch me like a fool.. Following them.
But all i want was ...

After all this 3 years, i still come back to nothing.
I should not have put myself into this in the early part of this year.
Letting me hurt from top to bottom.. ..
How fool am i to believe in them..

Look like i dun deserve to have any one beside me..
Alone is the only word that fit me. completely..

Now... even i feel alone, but at least i will not get hurt. . .
As i was alone all the time.

Having them beside me... however, they are just very far away
What can i do!? Just a few more months..
I should change all of me to the study..

I hope that i can go oversea to study..
Get away from everything here..
Know a whole new class of people, maybe will be good for me.
...........

A new me will appear tml ...A all new alone me again!
Back to sec 4 ... .... loner..

31082009

2009-08-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

Last teachers' day today.
Not really feeling happy about it.
But when i saw them ...
the people watching.. students or teachers..
I just ..... dun feel the way i hope i can feel.
Feeling happy!? Feeling high!?...
Totally no feeling at all! Just ....
When i was on the way home, thinking back about this few weeks..

Things started changing! All the things.
Few weeks ago, i thought this will be my most happy years in the whole sec sch life!
All thing are just great.. Everything..
But now.. not anymore..
Just hope this is the lowest part of my life. And things can get better.
Thinking back the last few teachers' day in my sec sch life.. and all the different days in this 5years.
I just think that maybe i should not be here. In the sch.. In the class ..
There just seem no space available for me!

Sometime i just hope that i was dead..
If i can choose a time to die.. This may be just the time..
So that i will not feel anything ... the rest will still live happily.... without me.
DEAD!
The last time i think about it was in sec 2.. when i really feel like dead!
Maybe... i can just start thinking about it again..
Maybe i should go back to what i have done when i was in sec 3..
Maybe it will be better for me and everyone.
Just dun get around ... dun mess things out. ...

Last week, i found that dead is coming closer..
Not to me but to my close one..
Thinking back on what have i done to them..
Why i never try to be better before ..
Now, i dun have much time left..
But i still doing nothing! ..

I wasn't asking for anything.. but hope that they can wait..
Wait till the day come..
I just hope that i am able to get somethings done before they leave me!
Before everything seem too late ...
Next month we will be kind of celebrating one of their bdae..
Hope.. i can still celebrating it every years after years.. ...
Without them, i will not be living here. So.
Just hope that they can still be here, around me for this few more years.

.....

16082009

2009-08-16T03:25:00.000-07:00

16082009

Just finish watching New Moon movie preview!
OMG!
How they find the place like that. . . .
And really looking forward for it! Nov 20..
O level finish?!
Somehow i hope that it dun come. cause of O level!
But now im really looking forward for that day to really come.
For the NewMoon.
Bella, Edwards, Jacob, Alice, Jasper!
No..no. this movie i dun think Jasper will be out! ..
But maybe at the end of the movie.
Nevermind. Just want to see how Aro look like.
Looking forward to know how he looks!
And the rest. ... ...
And most important.. Jacob, Sam..
The whole werewolf pack! Haha. ..
And Italy. where Edwards will kill himself there! =[
The cliff. But from the movie, i found that she dun jump from the cliff.
......

About to finish the last book. Breaking drawn.
And haha Bella finish have her Human life ended! And a new life come after that.
And a new baby. To me it just look good.
Looking forward for it too.. because of the island!
Where are they going to find a island and with a house look like that!
But i'm sure. it will come maybe after 2011.. T-T
By that time, i'm older than Bella. Whose age stop at 19. ..
Omg. I really hope i can meet someone like Edward that can stop me from growing older!
And just get my human life ended! and really feel like tasting the taste of the human blood!
From the book, it just look good! ..
Sian...

Should i get out of the book and come back to face the whole problem i'm having!?
The o level english oral, the upcoming o level chinese result!?
but i know it for sure.. i will 100% finish reading that book before this coming Wednesday!
Then!?
....

09082009

2009-08-09T04:39:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday day Singapore~

national day today. But i'm not really happy.
Very sian... At home like rotting.
Still got one more day to go!
Total 3 days. Never go out. Real dead!

Nevermind. Spent this 3days watch china drama ..
Improve my history. Not bad.
And japan drama improve my japanese! Not a bad idea too!

But just very sian.. ...
Hope that i can go Hawaii ..
Sian. omg..
Why nana can go! But i cannot..
Shit! got to save money to go there as well!
Hawaii here i come!

27072009

2009-07-27T03:56:00.000-07:00

27072009!

How can they do that to him!~ T-T
He was like one more step to meet his dream.
A dream that he wanted to finish it for the past 17years
And now...
Just because of a illness, he have to give up everything!
Why...

He giving up everything just to get there..
And now he was all ready.. and just one more step..
Just that small step.. but now it seem like cannot be finish forever!
If i can, i really hope that i can help him finish his dream..
At least he can feel peaceful.. And carry on with the treatment!
...
All the best! Hope you can get well soon! T-T

2407209

2009-07-24T06:53:00.000-07:00

24072009

Today take back prelim 1 report card!
Overall, i not very sad with my marks.
Not because i got very good! But just ...
Able to guess the marks that i will get la!

Next-
Wanted to change my blogskin..
But i change everything!~
Even the tagbox!
And all my link!~
Heng, i got the history! .. Or else
My osamu..koji.. nana! All gone! ^^
But now i got all of them back!
But lost a few link! ~~~!
Forget about it!

Nowdays, All the TYS all out!
Then teachers give us like all in the same time!
And what now?!! Which one 1st!?
...
This few days got no picture to upload!
No mood to take pic!
And not really got very nice pic!~
sian!! ...

14072009

2009-07-14T02:34:00.000-07:00

Watch a new Japanese drama!
And walao!
The drama main actor is even younger than me! T-T
mean... I'm old! No...
中山优马(なかやまゆうま) 15years old only!
But haha.. Our birthday quite close!
My is jan 8 ..
His is jan 13!
And he is from osaka! Walao.
That place so good! I also want go!

sian...
Got to start lesson tml! Hope can wake up lo.

12072009

2009-07-12T01:44:00.000-07:00

yesterday went T1
Found the fair is going on! Omg!
They all look so nice!
But ex at the same time.. Boring.
In the end only can buy one thingT-T
Not really very nice! Too sweet..
Everything there are more than 10buck!
Want to buy but no $$... T-T

Mr. Brain finally going to finish! Got to go watch faster!
Omg. Hiro look so cute inside! ..
other than that, the rest quite ok!
Overall, the drama not bad! Haha.

10072009

2009-07-10T02:35:00.000-07:00

10072009!
Last prelim paper! ( Science P1)
Then O level MT!
Now whole person very relax..
Mon, tur no nid go sch!
Stay at home rot lo.
...........
Then maybe nid save money! ( ALot alot money)
Got to cover up what i spent at the 1st half of the year!
I spent about 500 - 800 buck!
Got to faster save and return back!
remove the 200 spent on stock, still got to put back quite a bit amount!
Save money!!!

* The picture very no link i know!*

06072009

2009-07-05T18:54:00.000-07:00

06072009
No paper today. No nid go sch!
And a bit dun feel quite well! T-T

Went to see Koji Seto Blog! HAha...
New drama coming on the 01/ 08 ( my birthday!? )
lame.
And the new hairstyle so cute!
Like little boi lo!
( Got his link. Go see!)

03072009

2009-07-03T03:13:00.000-07:00

03072009

Today just having exam! still got one more week to go! haha
Found a new drama!!
{我要上太空}
Very cool. Is a amine then change to drama! Most impostant Mukai Osamu got act!! haha.
Lastest drama. Now japan only Ep 3. .. Hope can faster see! T-T

Remember a few years ago i saw the amine.. the gal very cute one.
And the lion! ... But the drama... the girl not cute!! + no lion le! T-T
And because of that drama, i start liking the Sky. And lion!
But... no more lion le!
Forget about it la T-T ( got time go back see the amine!)
And Mukai Osamu inside still act almost the same kind! Act cool one...

Now mid-year, chemistry sure 100% F9..
Then maybe Maths, Physical, English will get red..
SS and Geog and POA best only can reach B3 or C4.
SIAN! ..... dun know what to do le la! .....
haha hahaha hahaha.....

15062009

2009-06-14T23:53:00.000-07:00

Finally back... lol
This few days really very moody..
Just very sian, don't feel like doing anything.
Stay in my room for the whole day...

Almost everytime thinking of the same question...
Should i study?
Or should i not!
Why should i study!?

this few question keep flying over my head many time..
i really want to open my head and take them out!
didn't slp well too.. Just keep thinking and thinking...
Over and Over... over and over
What should i do!?
sitting infront of the Hw yet have no mood to do!
Cannot think of the ans! What you want me to do!
Still sit there looking at those paper!?
........
Forget it! Just getting more and more restless!
Maybe by jumping down from my room is a way to solve the whole problem!
.... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

10052009

2009-05-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

10052009

Got a bit lost count of time.
Getting boring and lazy to blog.
maybe because got no time?
Or spent too much time on FACE BOOK.
but whatever it is, just leave it there 1st la.
till maybe i feel like coming again..

03042009

2009-04-02T23:45:00.000-07:00

03042009.
normal school day.
Should be the last day for common test 2. but still got chinese next turesday.
Dun feel like taking that test lo. so sian.
Turesday test chinese paper 2
Wednesday test paper 1
Thuresday spelling.
Suck lo. put all together. really very tired..
All lesson lesson and more lesson.
Lesson till 5 very tired le. Still got to go for oral after that.
O level MT still got less than 2month time.
Sian.

Few days ago, it is April Fool day.
Normally i dun remember this day till like 6years ago.
When i know that zhang guo rong die.
Till that day, i started to remember this day.
Lazy to find the pic about it. Or else i sure go find ..... ..... ....
What to do next? still remember him?? it have been 6 years after that day.
If he still living, How will he be. Still so cool? Lol.

Common test 2.
To me, the paper still ok. But just that phy i really dun know how to do...
hahaha maybe because i never go study for it lo.
Other than that, the rest till look ok to me.
Hope i can get VERY GOOD marks for all the paper lo.
JIAYOU!

22032009

2009-03-21T23:39:00.000-07:00

22032009...
Last day of the 2009 march holiday
Boring.. and today still got to go a dinner...
whatever la. 1 years must go 2time ....

This few days i keep thinking what have i do this few days.
The ans is NOTHING!!!
Slp for 12hrs per day, play computer 6hrs per day
Watch tv, eat, bath for the left over 6 hrs .

Look like i slp more than i was awake. haha
but look like the life like this dun last long.
Tml i got to wake up early in the morning going to sch
And hearing all the teachers nagging again!
Jiayou.

19032009

2009-03-19T04:26:00.000-07:00

This few days at home rotting.
Found that i still got a dam old show call The Rose
Out when i was Pri 6. 5 years ago.
Then found that the main cast look like GL
( Dun know who GL? )
The pic look very unlike, but in that show, really so alike!
Anyway.. really think that they look so alike.
Just that the main cast eyes is Blue. other than that, almost all the same,

If u dun know the story, let me tell u!
It is about a younger sis fall in love in her elder bro. And the younger bro fall in love with her!
Lame right!! And the sis and the elder bro get together!
( the main cast is the 3rd from the left)

15032009

2009-03-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

15032009.
Yesterday went to alot of places!
1) Jurong sec school.
ok this one every sat must go for sure 1.
But yesterday still ok la. but just very tired...
Want to slp.

Next went to JP.
Buy some things, then go home.

then go Town.
From 4pm wait till reach home 12am!
Siao lo.
1st time go bugis can walk so long 1.
from 6pm walk till 10.30pm.
Till every shops close!
Buy 2 items, Haha. Happy. happy happy x 300.

Holiday started! ! !
Monday - Go back sch for Math and POA
Tuesday - Go IMM repair HP.
Wednesday - Went for Oral.
Thuresday - Meeting Friends out. Going shopping maybe!
Friday - Club Outing!

12032009

2009-03-12T03:40:00.000-07:00

12032009. Thursday

Last week of Term 1.
Sian. This week dun know y very moody.
Just very sian, dun feel like doing anything. just wanted to slp.. im so tired!

Today found out that there is alot of HOLIDAY HW!
and they are all in lead.com. i really hate doing HW online!
Still got to print them out! LOL! Sian!

Holiday only 1 week, but still got alot of things need to do!
- English oral
- CCA outing
- Repair HP
- Homework ....
- Going PC show
- Meeting supplier, Get stock
- Going Malaysia ( To be confirm)

Sian,, not many time left to rest! 9days of holiday, only 2day can rest!
FCUK! is that call holiday?? Sian.
Whatever!

09032009

2009-03-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

Sian.. PC cannot be use.
Now using the old one. so sian. got nothing.
No chinese, no msn nothing@
Sian help me! Save me!

05032009

2009-03-05T01:13:00.000-08:00

05032009.
Normal school day. Boring, normal, sleepy.
Today quite alot people come late. And Nad never come.
Lesson, lesson and more lesson.
Tml friday. still got CCA! walao. dun want what to do ...
Fine. just let it be la. Going school holiday soon..
Dun know got makeup lesson or not la.

This few days, there is a person call passerby. came to my blog to tag me about every 2day..
Haha. so happy. cause my blog really die ... No people come tag me 1.
But later, i found that there is alot misunderstanding with me and he/ she
( As passerby can be a male or female. so i dun know what to put! He or She? )
Maybe when passerby come and he / she can let me know? then i can edit the post.
So i went around to ask my friends and tell them about this, they were like laugh till unable to stop. i myself read ths tag that he / she write, i was like laughing till my sis call me to keep quite
Then when i show her the tag, she was also laughing. And joking all about it.
My sis still say that the passerby is so cute! trying to let people know that he / she is around, and do something like this. Calling me to lookout see if there is lonely people waiting for me to go forward. haha i dun even know where he / she came from! Maybe from other planet?
How i look. Then she just laugh and laugh at the tag.

And this few days, found that he / she only look things from his / her side of view.
Instead of putting him / herself into other people into other side of view.
So i think that he / she is really very poor thing.
As i once saw the news, people who do things bad about people is people that are very upsad, angry or even giving up of themselve. As they want people to look and care more about them.
Will update again when he / she come to my blog again.

* oh. the pic. forgot to say. care too much about the passerby.*
This picture really very very nice right? the colours are so rich.
Love it. but i know i will be unable to take this kind of picture. but will still try my best to get the most nicest picture. =]

02032009

2009-03-02T03:44:00.000-08:00

27032009.
Last sport day in JSS! ( hopefully it is!!)
Quite ok lo. Just normal sport day, nothing special happened.
After that, go shopping... have lunch lo.
Quite fun and normal lo! ( lol! what mi talking!? -_-")

Yesterday 01032009!
Somehow think that time passes very fast! few post ago, still talking about the 1st day of 2009! And now, it march! Ok fine! no use thinking about it! we still got to move on!
Saw this show / drama? dun know what is it call as!
It is about how live pig reach our mouth?
Ok what happen during the time hen live pigs are kill, and how is it handed!
And thing like that! Some how think that they are very poor thing.
and maybe some of them just know where they will be going! ( Got kill)
They just try the very best not to go into the tunnel! T-T
Should i stop eating meat??! but they are so nice!...

Today, went to watch a movie!
At 1st, thought not really that nice, but when i saw the ending, it is so nice!
That guy, will do everything for the lady! ...
Can i really do anything for my loved one?? ...
I dun think i can be go pro! No way im going to kill someone for others...

2009-02-21T19:08:00.000-08:00

PICTURE AT MALAYSIA!!
14 FEB 2009!

On the bus!

Going back home

On bus

On the way..

Outside temple!

Going down the BUS!

Friends!!

dragon...

New game! that cannot play in Singapore!

Lol!

Some houses there! quite old la..

Bit blur!

This pic so nice! Love it!

Beach?? .. haha

Someone slping!! ( she slp whole day)

look dirty!! omg! dun know how the people live!!

Trees, trees and more trees! on the way...

Going Back home! Checkpoint in SG!

18022009

2009-02-18T01:15:00.000-08:00

Today just normal sch day.. but i keep thinking of something this few weeks..
Where will we go after we die??
Really going to hell?
Go there alone?
Leaving ur love one?
Then what? Forget about them and get a new life?
What will i think of that the min when i know i will die soon.
All this Qns come to me and i will just keep thinking.. in my mind..
What will i die of? Cancer? Accident? Suicide? or what?
I hope is accident.. dun know y! u will feel a bit pain and it over... to the order world!
Cancer? or whatever illness.. i just hate it! like if the doctor say.. u only have 1month time..
Omg.. i will like keep thinking when!! when !! ...
and No way it going to be Suicide.. or maybe 1day when i really tired of my life!
Whatever it is!! Just hope that it dun come so early!! i still want live a few years more!!

Last week is the 1st common test for the year!!
Got quite good marks la.. a big high about it! Yahoooo...
Only 1 subj.. Chem.. Really feel like dropping Science!.. i dun even do well
for what want to spent $$ on it! the most Ex subj. $64 plus plus lo.
( the plus plus is the basic pay / 6 subj)
But my mum keep saying! If u drop science, What u want do be! HUH?
what talking her ... Her job now also dun nid science! or maybe nid a bit la!
Mixing how many amount of flour + salt + sugar + other thing = Very Nice food
is that call science? A bit la.. ....
She keep saying i never work very hard for my science!
Hello! she last time also Fail all her science lo! Say what oh because last time 1 very hard!
I have not heard that Subj will go easy and easy..
if that the way, Singapore School also dun nid take O level le! cause not up to that standed!
Sian everyday hear her nag, sch also got nag.. walao!

11022009

2009-02-11T02:23:00.000-08:00

Wednesday!! 11 02 2009

In 3more days, will be a day where all Lover, Couple..
celebrate... which is on the 14 02 2009...
Whatever is it! just wish everyone to Have Very good Day ( H. V. D)

But very sad!! Never celebrate before 12 feb! know y?
Cause it a Unlucky friday! 13 feb fall on the fri!! OMG~!!
Ok im been lame here.

Today when i go JP, saw this group people..
Giving away this paper roses..
and every one rose we take, M Bank will give money to the needy!
Haha...
Tml

06022009

2009-02-06T04:00:00.000-08:00

today got nothing to do.. maybe just to write the feeling i have about this person.

somehow i know this person let name it as K, for the past 5years
K very good in study, but too good yet dun want to share with others what she know!
next, K really like to tell other people about secret of another person.. include my!! i really hate it.
not just once! from sec1 till now, it have been like 5 times ..
at 1st i thought it was just that we still dun know each other so nvm. but it have been 5years..
and i keep telling K to stop it. but after a while, whatever i say, K will just add whatever she can think of then tell others again! like i everytime tired in class, K will ask y! so i just say i slp very late last night.. and next! what i know is that people keep saying i was keep playing computer, online chatting with other boy!
hello! have u saw it!! people slp late not because there is computer! there are also others thing!!
then i ask who told them, and it K what the fuck!

one more thing is that K will look at people things without asking! this is what i hate it most!!
as many people know, i do write my daily plan, what i feel, what i do for the day, or i just write anything i feel like on this book of my.
then when i was writing , she will like keep looking,
when i was away, she will take it to read it!
for whatever boi name is on that book, K will just say oh! ur bf! oh ur gf!
what the if that the way, how many boi and gal friends i have!
and next, when i was on phone, K will just link to the name i write on the book!
plx!! i really hate it.. and also started telling others
some how i just hate her that much!

and K will just show off whatever it have !
and keep finding others to tell with K, even if the person dun feel like too!
omg!

i just hope i can faster end this 1year and go poly asap
and get me out of this sch!!!!!!!!! T-T

ok let say something happy! it is happy? somehow ok lo.
today 1stday go for CCA
let not say what is mny cca i think most of u will know it.
just a cca that is boring..
in the 2hrs i have there, i like going to slp in every sec.
is like lesson time.
go into the classroom, do worksheet, check ans, teacher go thought
then powerpoint slide for the 2hrs..
lol la . like that also can! what the fuck is that kind call as CCA!
those are call workshop! teach u thing 1,..
CCA are things for u to have fun!
hello! even lesson time, can talk, read book, eat sweet..
but there, nothing can be done just look at the teacher and go daydream!

28012009

2009-01-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

28012009

Today after sch, went home right away..

nowdays dun know y i just feel very sian, boring, alone..

whatever it is... last few days go very fast ...

upload some pic quite cool and some very very nice!! love it lo.

CNY eve, went to work!

saw 2 of my boss. ( 1 saw alot time le)

another one is the boss take charge in china 1..

but somehow he look ugly!! so old le still alone! poor thing T-T

then after that, found out he not a bad person... ( but he look like one)

haha like a big bro.. but he age is 2year younger than my monther only!!

then after that went count down @ chinatown.. omg so cool!

On CNY,

slp till very late, wake up like 1++

went to eat lunch, play tennis...

then after that got 2 hongbao. haha

got like 1 year never see them le!

sian everyday see them, i feel that they all grow up le!

but for me!!? grow old le!! sian ...

still remember last time they only like just born.. still nid drink milk, cry like dun know what!

now?! can play PSP.. can fight back le!! *sign*...

2nd day,

went buffet with some of my same age one!! haha..

all grow up together quite fun lo.

last time still like fighing for sweet..

now?! all asking each other what job to be, and thing like that!

haha im the youngest among them!!

going out with them make me feel IM STILL YOUNG!!

today, 3rd of CNY.

went sch.. boring day.

want to slp le. that all lo.

do enjoy the pic! bye!

18012009

2009-01-17T23:03:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG
so fast ..... mid jan le... T-T lol...

this few days nothing really happen. just go sch go home. slp, wake up...
normal boring days lo.
today went to buy a new tv and a dvd player to put in my room so i dun nid to share!
overall i think it quite cheap lo. just a small tv.. and a normal dvd player
cost like 300buck.
still ok right haha . . . . . . .

next week is chinese new year le. but dun know y this year very poor.
still got slot thing have not buy! sian how??!
dun think so much la. new year eve go work then can go buy straight away lo.

12012009

2009-01-12T01:35:00.000-08:00

Monday 12012009 . . . .
today should be a very important day of the year to some people who are 17 this year.
Is Olevel really very important, can it really change ur whole life??
Some people will say YES!!! but i dun really think so.. so what if ur Olevel sux!! so what if u are in ITE, you can also get into a biz and earn as many money as those who got very low point in O level. Whatever it was! just hope u will be happy when u got ur marks!!

08012009

2009-01-08T05:41:00.000-08:00

My sis and ger looking for clothes!!! ( those jap clothes)

all the free things ( the pic also) .. everything is free

New friends... ( not really la) just my sis friends.. quite lame

08012009

17 years ago, at around 9pm++, a new life come to this world at KK ( ok lame)

and 17 years later the little baby ( i think using the weight of 3++ is it call small? )

have grown up!! into someone that going to plan for her future in the coming 10months time.

and today quite happy know y?

today i got my 2nd and 3rd bdae gift!!

getting 1st one when i was like pri 1 or 2 forgot le. then today got my 2nd and 3rd!

a pair of earing and a small bin ( still thinking of what to do with the bin)

and quite a few people remember lo quite touch!! Thanks lo...

today going Open house of 2 school

then go SP.. walao so many people then all in a area...

and the music very loud lo. and so hot!!

most important is that no one tell us like where to go.. stay like 30 min then go le.

then go to Ngee ann poly omg better!

like all not in a area la then sis bring us all over around to play all the game!!

Win a movie ticket LUCKY

and got that pic.
and i know what i want to study le!!

Chinese Media and Communication
Very cool lo!!! but quite high points lo. For Np, around 13- 14 points.

so.. try work harder lo.Must chiong everyday!~!

06012009

2009-01-06T05:19:00.000-08:00

Keep telling myself nid to write this post! but that day forgot!!

last year, 4jan 2008.. mc king just die at his house....

somehow i just like this way of dead method..

someone ask me this kind of qns!

if the god give you a chance to know when are you going to die, will you choose to know it or dun know it.

different people have different ans for it.

for me, i choose to not knowing it.

why? cause if you know you going to be kill by a friend in 5min time, will you just like keep thinking who, how, and all this qns.. till the time you die.

so if you dun know, you can get away from all this worry..

and i do think of some way to die that can go off to another world fast and easy.

1) open the gas and try to get to slp.. ( you can die looking peace!!)

2) eating pills ( good for people with many pill at home!! dun nid waste money)

3) jump down from ur window ( best for people who like to feel the wind!)

but i also heard that got if you die very fast like car crash die right there, you will not feel any pain. cause too fast for u to feel it and there you go ( but will die very ugly)

so somehow do choose a high speed car!! =]

If let me choose, i think car crash or heart attack will be better for me!!

car crash ---> who know!! anytime when you are walking, a car just bang on you~

heart attack ----> nowdays alot people got heart attack when they are aslp going off in peace!

and somemore! fatter people will have a higher chance to get it!! so.... am i one of the luckly one?? if yes, can call my mother buy 4D then burn more money to me!! one 5story high building! one office, one shophouse, 3hp.. toothbrush, and most important!! maid! i want 10 of them! hahahahahhhahahaha

( dun tell my mother that i say one! or else i will get scold.. as she dun like people to talk about one word! death!)

05012009

2009-01-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

Monday blue...
today change sitting place.
sit beside nad! nvm la. to me sit everywhere also the same. alone...
Tml start lesson and guess what! lesson from morning till 3++pm! want die le la.
but heng starting 1st few day no lesson one. all just telling you the what rules and what bk to buy all those la. and also the file la...

about 20 more days to Chinese New year le!
haha!! hope i can get about $500 hongbao money! nowdays really very short of money
working at chinatown on the 24 and 25 jan.
and right now, i really think that time go so fast! today is 5 jan le.
then lesson lesson lesson, 30jan will come!! soon or later lo.
Noooooo.... Noooooooo
Is there something that i can do to stop the time??
or maybe even the time stop i also dun know! ( cause time stop mean everything stop)

03012009

2009-01-03T02:20:00.000-08:00

Another year past.. from 01012008 to 01012009,
really alot of thing happen! alot alot. or maybe is just for me only?
this year o level hope everything will be smooth.
hope dun come out a big mess...

5more day more to 08012009. . . and i get a year older!! dun know should i get happy or sad...
right now, i just feel sad for me growing up a year more...
maybe people get happy and that time and go find some friends and have fun...
but for me... dun know y i just hate my brithday...
whatever it is! stop saying about this...

yesterday 1st day of sch.. quite sian lo.
nothing to do 1.. if i know i will like bring books to read or something to do lo.
but just got teacher then cannot play ds, hp.. walao life suck.
then mon will let us know the sitting plan.. hope i can sit at the back in a side.
and mon go sch but no lesson. SIAN...

and nowdays i found that our sch very rich..
repaint all walls in all classroom..
the floor of the hall also changes ( but still very dirty)
and also the GO! if they so rich, can they do something more better? helping the needys?
whatever .. just nowdays very dam poor! parents also poor..
no pocket money... for the next 2month@ hope i can find some way to earn more money
other than working weekend, blogshop! ...

27122008

2008-12-26T22:48:00.000-08:00

today just stay at home watching tv....
And i just know that the sch is reopen soon. if not wrong is next friday right??
Sian... i still have not buy any of the books. and also hoilday hw still have not do la.

then after the NY, i will be one year older! sian..
Really hope time till just stay there and stop moving.
Maybe some will think that if the time stop, everything will just stop.
but somehow time stop moving also can mean a good thing lo.

Whatever it is! just hope everyone can use their time carefully.
Maybe this will be my last post for today as there is only 4more days left!
Good Bye year 2008.
will next year be a happy year? a peace year?
Just hope people around me will be happy, healthy....
WELCOME 2009.

Picture for all the outing!

2008-12-24T21:35:00.000-08:00

Me and Caiyi..

Eating after playing at vivo.
sindy, me, jes, fred, y, ymk, ys, sy

friends for 13years! all grow up...

ymk, me, y and sindy

group pic before going back.

group pic

pic of the guy after BBQ

taking in the water.

taking at another side of the beach.

poor thing! haha water by fred.

me, jes, ymk, sy

ready to take and got push my me!

group pic after BBQ!

4 gal.s

Another group pic.

5gals.

25122008

2008-12-24T18:10:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas to everyone.. but dun know y, this year my family just dun feel the joy!

last sat 20122008, 'he' went op.. and till now still cannot like carry too heavy things.
then my whole family was just worried about the fee... and heng that i got work and have the money to pay for whatever it needs so thinking what can i do next year!!
having still got alot to buy and also my Olevel exam fee about few hundred have to be pay.
~ Must try to earn about 1k for the exam fee for o level...
family was just going to bankupt... how!!!

23122008 last day of working... haha quite happy lo.
but dun know y this year i feel that i was like working for someone else. my family maybe?!
parents just dun get the money for 'his' op..
and my sis just have no money left.. ( use them to buy all her keroro)
then i almost use up all my 3k saving lefting 1k for my bank acc if not, they will -$2 every week.
so. now for the time, i was very poor! how!! what can i do without money!
As the world now... money is needed everyone. even i dun go out, i still got to pay!
what should i do! sian

Yesterday 24122008 a day before xmas, my grandparents also went to SGH...
wait from around 2am ++ to around 8am++, then can see the doctor.
and my grandmother just cannot walk from now on... till maybe the found the reason that cause the problem.
then quite sad la. as like she was 70+ le ... use to be so healthy... not sick from the time i remember la. but this few years, her legs really got sick and wanted some rest maybe...
is it because she is old? as when she was young, someone told her that she may not live more than 70!! is what the person say going to get come?? hope not now.. for the time been.

Hope everything will be ok by CYN!
NY wish....
1) Earn money for my o level fee and maybe the sch fee for 2010.. ( ITE or POLY)
2) Everyone around me just get healthy for the next coming year as i know everyone will die no matter what.. but just hope not now...
3) Hope this coming year will pass smooth and peacefully. without any problem
4) O level hope i can get below L1R4 20... as i think i may get about 24-30... ha
5) Hope everyone that going to sec 5 next year in my sch will pass the O level and get up to whatever they like

That all for my NY wish.. is it too many?
heard that only can say 3... haha ( is that for Bdae only?)
whatever... Now i think i got to pack my table, throw whatever that is useless to me for the next year.

05122008

2008-12-04T22:48:00.000-08:00

05122008
today so sian... whole boby aching
yesterday got BBQ! lol all the old ( very old friends...)
play Bball till now boby aching. walao last time we play they are all shorter than me!
now all above 175cm! die la.. im short... T-T no... is very short
like the weijian... walao from last time about 150++...

then after that play with the water... sian
whole wet... but heng not only me... everyone all wet..
but the food we get too many le la...and left over too many..
then so tired lo.

sian nowdays everyday working. everyday stand more than 12 hrs.
i really really very very sian. . . . . . . . . . .
next weeks going kbox again. haha
then maybe on the 16th going beach with pri sch friends.

151108

2008-11-15T07:09:00.000-08:00

today just got the com done.
that y long time never update... haha ( even update also no one will come see lo..)

today went to the what farm... cause parents want go see jacky wu@!
wait so long... went around saw how corn, rice are grow ..
also some others fruits lo. that all

will upload the pic after that la.
start working from MON so will not update anymore offen..
haha

01112008

2008-11-01T00:47:00.000-07:00

long time never update le.
also very sian. update also no one see.

last week go downtown east with friends..
then go vivo....

then this week everyday lesson lesson ..
and what i do everyday was the same!
morning wakeup go sch... then come back play pc. eat lunch then play pc again till night.
play till i very sian.

then today.. also rot at home. no $$ to go out.
last week spent more than $60...
....... that it.

24102008

2008-10-24T03:53:00.000-07:00

24102008.
yesterday parents meeting... so sian
say what 30min.. in the end about 40min
if not because my mum inside, one person and 'he' is outside, i sure go out.. sian
somemore im very vert hungry! say so long...
keep saying the samething!! walao want die le la
hate hate hate hate hate it!!!

today slp all the whole day.. long time never like that le haha so good!
then got 4day hoilday, ... 2day go out ... left 2day at home, today is one of the day..
still got 1 more day how!!! sian.
tue going back sch more sian..
somemore the retest i thought is on 1411... how come change! now what!
have plan my hoilday working days and hr le.. now how i going to say!
walao ... hate hate hate

btw nowdays i fall in love with something! a book...
is about the future of china..
from the past till now, it was a book that dun allow people to read... but i just found it out.
quite cool the name is call <<推背图>>
till what i know, now it was at pic 45... total there is 59pic
what happen after all 59pic have end? end of the world??
i think, by that time i will not be in this world anymore.. haha
go take a look. but only chinese..

17102008

2008-10-17T02:26:00.000-07:00

long time never come post

monday
Marking day.. no sch
so stay at home slp, play pc..
quite boring la

tuesday
go sch check paper..
i was like wait for bus 243 for like 1hr..
cause there are too many people in the bus..
too fat to get in...

overall i think only my science and maths did very bad!
but was happy ( very happy ) that at least now, my CH did quite well.
for the rest like english, chinese and poa all did the same..
so... not happy not sad lo.

wednesday
normal sch lesson..
went for a talk about what HIV, STI
quite sian la...
then all the rest of the day was normal lo.

thuresday
normal sch lesson day also!
but every teacher come in saying what we are in danger!
i hear till i like very sian la..

Friday (today)
No school...
very sian so change of blogskin.
this few days i found that i really getting very weak...
got flu.. last time i like about 1 year got 1 flu.. now about 2weeks 1 time..
thinking how can i be more healthy...

12102008

2008-10-11T21:03:00.000-07:00

the ticket~

view from the top..

just taking some lame pic!

one of my nicest pic!

this is also one of my nicest pic!

yesterday went to singapore flyer
the only thing i can say is boring!!
30min looking at the same view... the only different is they going from big to small then to big again
and it going real slow. ... ..

then after that went go see movie... then go IMM eat ice cream,, ,,,, ,,
sian... spend more than $50 yesterday! omg=====

05102008

2008-10-04T23:21:00.000-07:00

family photo

me and my sis think the mud should be coco ...

young and old of xiaoguezi and xiaoxuanzi

what that!? omg.. shuanger so cute!

05102008. sunday!
just chiong finally LuDingJi
lol... dun really like the ending. =[
went to the library this few day trying to look for the book. but cannot find =[
........
tml is chem and phy exam.. but how!?
all i dun know 1 ( hate sience) sure 100% x 2 fail
just try lo.

goodluck to everyone looo....

28092008

2008-09-28T01:55:00.000-07:00

guo xiang

xiao long nu

shuang er

long er

cheng rong

ah ker

jinning

lu jian ping

fan yi

today went baidu found this pic!
all the past people that act before lu ding ji and sheng dao xian nu ...
dun know who got the time go find all the pic from the past to put them into 1 pic...
but look back some of the pic, feel like going to see the past ludingji haha

25092008

2008-09-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

today 25092008
tml start our end year exam! ( good luck to everyone lo)

this week, normal day lo.... normal sch day ...
after sch go home slp.. play com... watch tv... ludingji very nice! ( shuang er very cute!!)

btw till now i still have not start study! just very sian... dun which to touch books...
really really very sian la!

btw nvm!! the car fair is coming hahaha this week if im not wrong !!
calling all the pri sch friends go see! so cool lo.
last time i dun really care about car fair but till like sec 2 or 3?? forgot la
Alex bring me go see!! omg the cars are dam cool and nice and style lo.!
( just remember is last year)

so this year also going again! and one of the main point for me to go is to see 1 car
that can be drive on road and also in water! cool right!!
but too bad.. they will not be selling it ( even is, i also cannot buy la). and they also not making any more so it is the one and only right now that can go on road and in water .... cool

then...... this weekend should be stay at home watch ludingji lo.... omg shuang er!! ^^ so cute
but the ah ker so ugly!! she should be the most pretty one as she is the daughter of chen yuanyuan T-T... and also the xiaoxuanzi very cute!!!
but even till now, i can only remember 6 of xiaobao wife.. still got 1 more is who??
long er, jinning, shuang er, ping er, fan yi, ah ker, who is the last one!! forgot le la... T-T

btw today write this post is to hope everyone will pass with flying colours =]
( best is all get A1 ) =]

21092008

2008-09-21T00:26:00.000-07:00

21092008.

long time never update le.
normal lesson for sch day,
friday after sch go suntac see the game fair! omg so fun lo.
so many new game walao..! but too ex lo. T-T
then go shopping, then go vivo watch movie =] long time shop go long le
haha
then go shuxuan house play till overnight...
till after lunch then go home
reach home 1st thing is got scold lo. sian ....

sat slp whole day .....
just wake up... sian
tml monday sure very slpy one la who care..

11092008

2008-09-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

11092008 << most tired week for the month! ( maybe the year)

last sun meet all the old sch friends like last meetup before their final exam ..
then shuxuan say what want stay overnight so fine lo. everyone was like anything
so we went to one of the friends house and play pc, tv... till like 4+am

reach home go cook breakfast eat le rest a while
then go sch....

then mon after sch go back home play pc... do some others thing
till after dinner 8+ go slp...
tue wakeup found out! i still never get enough slp ...
haha but still ok la... quite fine with it

but tue night ... my sis dun know y want play game with me... lame
then we play till the next day ! no slp again .
wed go sch walao want die le ...... is like X2 of the tired of monday...
but ok la chem slp then quite ok le...
PE go shoot basketball then quite awake le

today thur... watch the movie the japan one.
know the ending le so still ok la...
today lesson normal normal lo. sian...

08092008

2008-09-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

08092008
today sch reopen!
walao the day before never slp. chiong TV .. haha
little WeiXiaoBao so cute lo. but grow up not cute le!
i think chengxiaochun act nicer! haha

so sian... dun know y i only feel slply only at maths lesson!
but today never brong books. . .
some more today alot homework. must chiong later lo...
some how dun feel like doing la.
do poa 1st lo! SS dun know how to do ... . for maths, tml then do lo.
so sian... .... tml tur sian.. dun know when can reach week end for me to rest!~

03092008

2008-09-02T16:58:00.000-07:00

03092008
yesterday went out to suntan with py, pk, ap
till like 3+? not sure
after that went shopping
then go home
will upload pic asap as hp not working. ha

01092008

2008-08-31T20:10:00.000-07:00

01092008
teachers day today!
hoilday lo! happy happy
went to it fair with pk on sat
lol. we planing to go it fair then go walk around.
but in the end, we reach there at 10am and the fair open at 12pm.
fine! so we wait till like 11.55am pk say very sian want dun want wait le la
so i also nvm lo. then we go shopping at suntac
till like 3pm then we go take MRT
...... went to eat out lunch then take 198 home.
slp all the way.... haha

then at night 8pm, go chinatown eat dinner
then go vivo look at the view
wait for friends to off for work
then went home by cab.
quite a happy day lo.

sun just stay at home...
watching tv, play pc

monday, same la....
but found something! my handphone spoild!! walao sian .
think going to repair it on thur then taking back on sat or mon lo.
no handphone! no life.
those who want find me, plx call my house phone.

26082008

2008-08-26T01:32:00.000-07:00

26082008.
today i dun know what happen to me!
im just very sian, no one to talk to, nothing to do.

morning, got call out by mr nur..
then stay outside HOD room till recess,.
went to slp during recess. . . . . . . .
dun know is it becase watching too much TV. .
after recess, POA. dun feel like moving.
maths, do the worksheet... . .... . . . . after that, stay at sch alone till 2.30pm.
no teacher... .. . . . . then go home.
i think tml i will still be like that la. tml wed??
i hate sch.. .... . . .

22082008

2008-08-22T03:08:00.000-07:00

22082008.

weird that i post those pic? just when i went home, read newspaper, found this big news!

this guy! act in coffee prince.

is dead. in a car crush. .

quite sad lo. only 27years old.

but very weird, his friends say he dun get on cycle most of the time. but on that day, he went.

and he dun drink beer ofter... but that day he did!

=[ just thinking life is so easy.....

now then i know i better dun plan things that are too far away. like 1year later, 10years later.

as i dun know if i can still live that long. maybe tml i walk out of my house, got a car crush.

it may be no sence.. but who know. No one will know.

just hope everything get well after all.

JUST WANTED TO SAY thanks to everyone. =] without u all, my life maybe just a blank paper. there is no happy days forever. just hope that it can last till the very last. till the time that we got to say " GoodBye"

16082008

2008-08-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

16082008!

yesterday 15082008
finally last paper le! sian. phy 100% get less than 30marks!
totally anyhow do 1 ust dun feel like look at the qns...
just wanted to faster end the paper and go slp.
after sch rush home...
meetup with shuxun at je
then went to kovan? ( dun know is it like that spell)
lol.. the shopping mall there is call what " heartland shopping mall"
so funny lo...
then reach back home around 5pm. buy mac eat lunch..

sian lo. take mrt till wanted to rot le la! heng got shuxuan or else i want to kill myself inside mrt lo.
dun say le la... all over!

today!
just normal life. ... .... stay at home play pc. watch tv. play ds
still got any thing to do?? heng today still got TV can watch.
tml die le la! no tv le!!!
monday good luck la! dun feel like going back .. ...
life suck!

10082008

2008-08-10T01:04:00.000-07:00

10082008.
yesterday NDP! went to see the firework.
before that, went to look cars... then went to cityhall see the firework.
then went to eat dinner ( or supper?) at 9pm++

then went to play with friends till about 2+am then go back home lo.
haha... 1st time at the ghost month!
but quite heng... never saw anything.

08082008
that day the beijing opening..
walao watch channal 5
so nice lo. dun know how come beijing got so many $$ + time to train and design the thing lo.
but the next day watch news, found that got 2 person got kill at beijing..
lol....

sian! common test coming! jiayou lo.
and to 4D people lo... N level?

06082008!

2008-08-06T01:23:00.000-07:00

06082008~
this few days, got 2 birds fly into my house then fly out from the other window! ( shortcut)?
then got 3 birds, try to fly in then got block by my house window!
lol sound pain~ and then fall from 9level! ( dun know still alive or not~)

then today walao dame slpy lo...~
maybe cause this few day wake up at 5am! ( i never wake that early before for sch)
then go sch like going to die lo!!! + today got PE
sian... recess still forgot to bring spoon~ sian lo.
then wait for xj to eat hers 1st then i use her spoon lo.

that all for today lo! tml chineese common test! jiayou to everyone lo~
and tml is the day i waiting for! 100% sure rain 1~ haha
every year this day sure 100% rain one... let see if tml is still the same~
jiayou lo.

04082008

2008-08-04T03:31:00.000-07:00

04082008...
today a bad unlucky day!!! very very lo.
morning, leg got beat by someone.
then lesson time, head got hurt by someone....
after sch, hand got hurt by someone again~
sian.... so unlucky today lo....

today nothing to do in lesson la.
1st,,,, english teacher never come. slp 1 hr ha
then maths... half slp mode.
poa? more sian... reading books lo.

recess.... eat lo.....
then ss teacher never come again.
math test!
that all for today?!~
....
wanted to buy a iphone!
but today read newspaper saying that the cover not good!
like... not good lo !
but if i buy from U.S so cheap! $199 x 1.35 = ??
like $300 only ~~
dun know want buy or not la! ~
see how 1st lo.....

3 more day to 0707
4more day beijing thing!
5more day. .. .. ... ND
jiayou lo.

03082008

2008-08-02T22:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went suki with some 'sis'

lol... im the smallest! sian,,,,, ,,,,, ,,,, ,,,, ,,,,,, ,,,,,,

went suki eat the buffer... eat like 1hr ++ then go eat the ice cream!

just my sis, eat 8 ice cream. i eat 3.. the rest like eat 5- 6 ( 3 person)

so sian lo.

then went shopping go suntac ... buy some clothes ...

............................................

the day before, me, shuxuan and some pri sch friends

go k box... then like exchange gift!

also know y lo. also not x'mas ( x'mas i also never exchange gift 1)

just like some going poly or jc... no more time can come out

now also going o level and n level!

sian.... not just feel that time is just going fast.... few years ago thinking o level still like very far!

now? all friends going take o level in just few months time T-T

then got 1 clothes! lol....... lame lo.

from newbei? ( dun know got spell wrong or not)

so cute lo. .... .... .... ....

then they say what! i must wear when we go out together....

lol...

this week quite fun la!! dun know next week how??

nowdays keep thinking of alot of thing...

asking myself not to think... but just get to keep thinking.... y?

so what the fuck lo. dun know what happen to me!

4more day to 0707..........

5more day to beijing the sport thing

6more day to ND~

sian sian sian

31072008

2008-07-31T04:13:00.000-07:00

today very sian lo.
back pain, leg pain......
then 1st time bring food to sch!
omg hate it! early in the morning wake up....
sian la...

today geog no teacher... just talking lo.
then slp a while.....
after that end sch le go meet people.

blogshop closing! !!!
shuxuan too busy to do the bs things..
then i also lazy!
sian lo.... .. refund everything le
now just letting it rot lo. haha
.............................................................................................
tml friday! want go meiji?? feel like eating sweet now.
but ...... dun know la. tml see how lo.
then sian sian sian.....
this few day a bit down! dun know y lo. sian sian sian

to 4D
jiayou for ur N level! good luck lo.

23072008

2008-07-23T02:15:00.000-07:00

23072008

normal boring day today! alot people never come.
sian sian sian sian sian.....
just normal lesson lo. but today got raining so a bit cold. ha

after sch go library borrow books.... ha found coffee prince!
hahaha going home say vivan? ( dun know how to spell!)

then shuxuan call say what want meet me tml! =[
no idea what she planing??
sian.... tml lesson end so late le still going her house....
reach home sure very very late lo.

19072008

2008-07-19T02:58:00.000-07:00

today went IMM with shuxuan and some others friends!
all the old friends. go buy some things then went around shopping.
found that there got japan food fair! good la! =]
then buy alot of things. shop and eat then buy some things.

then shuxuan go buy clothes again... the rest of us was like omg! not again look
now then i know no only me think that shuxuan everytime go out will 100% buy 1 clothes.
lol =[....
then we go pull her out of the shop lo. ha so funny lo

then go one of my friends house. play a while.
long time never have this kind of feeling le
=[ today really very happy happy la.
after that bring shuxuan home .... that lame one
then go home myself lo.
lol.... she like at around my pri sch there lo.
i bring her from around hanyao house to her house..
then take bus back!

father problem getting more and more la...
all the boby problem~
sian

17072008

2008-07-17T02:53:00.000-07:00

17072008.

today go sch then morning go the leader thing. so sian.....
lesson got 2 teacher never come.
then slp lo. but too noisy cannot slp.
till after sch.....

meet shuxuan at je around 1.45pm.
then when i reach, meet her go meet people.
then the person late so we go there shopping....
when the person reach, pass item, collect money.
then take mrt back to je.
meetup some of the old sch friend talk talk shopping.
then go home lo. =]

reach home slp then bath then go play pc.

14072008

2008-07-14T05:27:00.000-07:00

14072008.
today monday blue! + yesterday never slp well.
walao today go sch like dead meat!
then maths teacher never come!
walao good! just in time.... then me and pk go to out sweet dream sweet

but the back people talk very loud lo. walao my sweet dream!!~
then poa.... after that geog. but the teacher like dun feel like teacher!
keep saying what sengkang! lol
after that dun know what lesson teacher also never come! haha happy.
then talk with WH, CG, CY, H2O, WJ then later py join in.
talking about money! blogshop lo. T-T no money!

13072008

2008-07-13T02:22:00.000-07:00

13072008

yesterday went shopping with mother and some aunt!
so sian... going out witha bunch of aunt.
then reach home around 11+ watch tv slp.

today wake up play pc whole day!
sian...

tml start sch! sian~
why this few day so sian 1???

11072008

2008-07-11T04:29:00.000-07:00

11072008

today very tired ... really!
no sch then pk and cindy come my house lol early in the morning 10am!
siao... i still in my sweet dream la =[
then after that go do alot of thing. .. .... .... ..... ......

till about 2pm, we go jp.
they go home, i go meet people
then go sengkang! walao so far lo.
nvm slp in bus so nice carry on with my sweet dream till i reach there.
then went around shopping shopping. then take train back!

when going home, saw alot of people going to the sch thing lo.
wear till very very nice. .. ..
but heard that that thing not nice to see lo.
nvm la but i think stay at home watch tv better then go see the thing la
( my point of thinking. if you dun think so then sorry lo)

10072008

2008-07-09T21:38:00.000-07:00

10072008.

today sch half day. very good la.
but later still got to go out with shuxuan! say what long time never shopping le want go shop!
lol got N level still want go shopping! good luck lo =[

morning go school, so sian lo. half day only!
then go class, want to slp =] when i wake up, PK tell me that miss yeong want buy us ice cream! to everyone!
like how come???
who care! i eat my lo hahaha
after that maths... the only lesson that got teach! haha
then after that teacher never come
then wenhui , jiayuan, cheeguan, cindy, pk taking about blogshop thing
money .... then also about wenhui the rose lo... lol
then go home slp till now! update blog then go bath get ready to go meet shuxuan la....

tml no school! no school! but still got to go out meet people! sian ....

08072008

2008-07-08T02:05:00.000-07:00

08072008.

today dam sian lo. dun know y very sleepy then dun feel like doing any thing.
just wish that i can sit there looking at the sky ha...
but i think this dream cannot make it la. cause this few day very busy.
still got many homework need to do.. then still got bs things..

today need to meetup alot people...
but all last min cancel! wa kao!
then i bring so heavy to sch! even my nike bag also break!!!
T-T no bag le la. maybe go buy them la.... can get it in 2weeks time T-T
this time just bring my ink bags lo....
after sch go post things then go home..... slp till now!
hahahahahahahahaha

07072008

2008-07-07T02:55:00.000-07:00

07072008.
youth day!!
so sian at home nothing to do. ha...
tml going to be busy.

now then i found that i log time never update le.
like update also no use lo. cause also no people see one =[
nvm la. just dun ket it dead la. .....

tml going many place!

30062008

2008-06-30T03:31:00.000-07:00

30062008

today morning wake up, go sch.
while going to sch, listening mp3 then think of the time when i was pri 6.
omg! so young lo. ! that time, no worry! so good... even psle also never study lo. =[
now? all my friends taking o level this year... time really run fast.
maybe next time i recall my sec sch life will be i in poly or ite!
why everything seem to be so right? from pri to sec. everything seem to be in plan.

during lesson, keep thinking about money! how can i get more money! earn more money!
save more money!
omg! now my whole mind is money! cannot get into studying! die la
=[

after sch go back home right away. haha. but is like normal day. finally over!

27062008

2008-06-27T04:04:00.000-07:00

27062008.
friday ! finally. but how come this week like went off very fast?

today nothing happen too la. just that during recess, got people dance outside class
then even teacher also stand at the 2nd level and watch lo . lame right?
after sch went to jp walk walk. cause too early la as i meet people 1.30pm.
so i go jp walk walk, buy some things ...
then go je meetup shuxuan.
then go meetup the person.~

when i go there, i saw a person really look like SX.
small small then talk loud loud 1. but the only different is that
SX dun have so act cute. =[
haha

then shuxuan say want go shopping.
so follow her go shopping lo. =[
then i found i forgot to take something home! shit!
die lo =[
nvm la

after shopping went home slp la! =]]
sweet dream bb

26062008

2008-06-26T04:14:00.000-07:00

26062008.
today, morning wakeup late@
then go chiong to bath and everything la
then go out to school

sian! today lesson end at 2.15pm! want die le la
then normal lesson start! all the way till end lo =]
nothing really happen or nothing funny.

then after sch, go library, return books then borrow books!
lol borrow 1 history book.... then hate myself for borrowing it lo.
then reach home watch tv!
tml got to meetup 2 person =[ die le la! jiayou lo....
btw good luck + jiayou to those taking o level!
cause tml MT oral!

25062008

2008-06-25T03:52:00.000-07:00

25062008.
today nothing happen la
morning go sch, then start reading book.
then chem lesson i almost all the time reading my book lo. =]]
then phy! just like very sian la so tired lo!

then after that english lesson do the worksheet! walao i hate doing those things la!
everytime call us do worksheet, read this read that!
then recess time listening music, read book! what a nice recess!

then maths lesson the fun lesson today!
like 2hrs just to do 1 page of worksheet! good right
like not so rush lo. =]
then after that planning to go library to return books.
but then me and pk change plan!
go mac study! but in the end, only pk studying i read my storybook

then went around walk walk, shopping till like 4.50 then leaves jp lo.
then go home watch tv play compuct!
reach home then i know that shuxuan call me alot of time lo! haha never heard!
then i know i forgot something! die =[
sorry lo! nvm la she will forget about it by tml one. just buy ice cream or sweet for her can le!
haha better dun let her know! or else she will not forgive me T-T